I can't make anything enjoyable to watch. I had a thousand ideas, threw it all at one script, spent countless hours working on the audio, art, and animation, and realized it was complete horseshit once I stepped back. I know I can be funny. And I know I can write well. But when it comes to animation, any scrap of creative talent I have goes out the window.
I posted that fucking Cheeto Fingers thing in January, and I wish I hadn't. I watch it now and I'm embarassed. Everything about it is garbage. The only reason it got any attention at all is because it's relatable or something. It's pandering. The actual content is shit. The voice acting, the art, the animation, the music, the writing.
So I thought I could improve. Or at least look at what I'm doing more critically. The art is better, sure, but everything else is absolute shit, but I don't realize that until after I convince myself it's a great idea and spend an insane amount of time working on it. I'm so fucking stupid.
Hm why don't I also mention how lonely and useless I feel and that making cartoons is the only thing I have that even slightly resembles a talent and how if I can't do that well then I have no other redeeming qualities. I'm not using this account anymore. Everything on it is a waste of bandwidth.
also here's how far i got (no preloader!!!): http://www.newgrounds.com/dump/item/58e4163be290b86145687c75ad7c08a2
part after it goes blank is supposed to be like a post-apocalyptic future or whatever. IT SUCKS DICK KBYE